I wrote a letter to Victor expressing my anticipation of his return. It would only be a few more days before I would be able to see his face in such a long time. I told him that I expected him to come back looking more miserable than when he had left Geneva. I feared that this would happen, which is the reason why I did not him to depart in the first place. We each had suffered away from each, making this winter the most miserable of all. In the letter I expressed to Victor what I never had the courage to tell him in person. Ever since we were little, we were told that our union would take place and that we should look forward to that day. However a brother and sister can sometimes love each other without the need for a union. Therefore I had to ask Victor whether he loved another. I had confessed my love to him, but it is happiness that I desire the most. Our marriage would bring me misery if it were not his choice. I only want to marry Victor if he wants to marry me as well. I hope my letter didn’t disturb Victor. I told him he did not have to answer right away if he felt uncomfortable in doing so. I hope that when we meet there will be a smile on his face. If so, I will be the happiest woman in the world.
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