Chapter 18: A Pre-Marriage Journey

Alphonse suggested to Victor that he marry me as soon as possible. He figured a wedding celebration would lift the cast of gloom over Victor. However, Victor turned down his offer. He expressed a desire to pay a visit to England first. Alphonse approved his journey, hoping that he will return a restored Victor. I held a conversation with Alphonse discussing a companion that could accompany Victor. We arranged for Henry Clerval to join him at Strasburgh. Victor said that he would marry me immediately upon his return from his trip. It is then when we will be united. The end of September marked the occasion for Victor to depart for his journey, leaving us once again. He didn’t have to go, but it was his idea to travel to England. My farewell to him was tearful yet silent. There were a thousand emotions rendering throughout me. I didn’t want him to leave because I didn’t want Victor to have to suffer away from me. I provided him a companion, but I have a feeling he will still live in misery. He will want the care and attention of a woman. Maybe when he begins to yearn for a woman's affection he will hurry home so that we can finally be together. I will miss Victor terribly and look forward to his return.